Black night, Jesus thought as he did on every moonless night. Black as evil. Black as charred bones. Black as blood.
Raucous laughter flooded
from the taverna, muffled by the
wooden walls. He imagined his cousin
Angelo scooping up more coins, French soldiers downing more wine, sweaty men
gathered around the table, vultures wishing they could feed on the French coins
the way that Angelo did. Sour wine and
overcooked beans and thick smoke still pricked his nostrils. The smells countered the chill washing over
him from the cold night.
He shivered. First April meant spring, but the winter had
released its grip on the night. The The cold night was wiser for him than the
overheated tavern. A soldier had given
Angelo a black-browed look, and Jesus had reached for his knife only to
remember he couldn’t kill the man. The
soldiers were five too many. One would
be no trouble, two difficult, a third he could take. Angelo could take the fourth. But the fifth man? He would run and fetch the French officers
who ruled Britessca. And his fellow
Spaniards gathered round the table? They
were laborers and servants used to the town.
They thought knives only cut meat and bread.
walk
home would warm him, but he waited on his cousin.
Jesus had nudged Angelo
and pointed to the door. “Three more,” his
cousin said then threw the dice. And
Jesus escaped for any fight started.
The next roar from the taverna was laughter, not the anger he
expected. Maybe this game would end
without argument. Only the black-browed
soldier had guessed that the simple paisano
was not so simple.
A month ago in Vittoria, Angelo hadn’t been
so lucky. The men he cheated had beaten
him then taken back their hard-won reals
and columnarios. A week later, he appeared at Jesus’
door. Bruised, his cut lip still swollen
and sore, he asked for a room. He hadn’t
complained when Jesus pointed at the estable. He helped around the farm and worked the
estate, and gradually his story came out.
Yet when his bruises
faded, he resumed his old tricks, going from taverna to taverna in
Britessca, losing and winning, getting a name for his card play and for the todas tablas which sucked in the French
soldiers who thought the game simple even as they lost.
Once again, tonight was todas tablas. His cousin never seemed to have a strategy,
but he lost when he bet low and won when it mattered. He didn’t know how Angelo kept ahead on his
bets.
And he was better out
here. If his cousin ran foul of the
French officers, his job was to ensure they didn’t kill Angelo. He kept his eyes on the darkness and his back
to the taverna. He rubbed a thumb over the smooth pommel of
his knife. He could take all five
soldiers, one by one, picking them off as they returned to their garrison. In an alley, in the concealing black against
a wall, at the well in the central square.
But one soldier might go upstairs with one of the prostitutas. One soldier
missed meant eyes that had seen Angelo, and tracking Angelo would lead straight
to Jesus.
And the priest had
reminded him, as he confessed before the Dominica
de Passione, that Easter was coming quickly. The sins he’d committed when he avenged his
parents and his little brother and his sister, those were purified by the
Crucifixion. Every confession, the cura reminded Jesus of the Crucifixion
and Resurrection, whether Jesus had bloodied his knife on a blue-coat or
not. “Vengeance is mine, I will repay,
says the Lord,” the priest repeated through the confessional screen.
But the cura had not seen the black-charred
bones. He had not seen the blood smeared
on Joska when Jesus found her in the stable.
He had not heard her scream and scream when her own brother carried her
to the convent. The cura did not see the French soldiers winning in taverns and winning
time with Spanish woman eager for the Napoleon coins. He did not see his Spanish countrymen bowing
to French masters. Jesus did, and his
stomach revolted, spewing his guts as it had when he uncovered the blackened
corpses of his parents huddled with his little brother behind the chimney.
The knife was in his
hand.
Cold air filled his
mouth. Jesus deliberately re-sheathed
the gleaming blade. Then he lifted his gaze
from the pitch-black street to the sky.
Over the rooftops, a gleam of light caught his eye. The gilded dome of the Brittesca church
caught a stray human light and cast it to the heavens. He watched the light glint around the dome,
tracking someone’s passage across the square, his way lighted by a lantern.
Then greater light poured
from the taverna as the door
opened. Jesus didn’t look around. His shoulders twitched as he waited. Laughter, talk, someone singing without a
tune. The door shut. Only then did he turn.
Angelo, night-blind,
stood at the door. A fool’s
mistake. He should have moved to one
side or taken a few quick steps ahead.
“Jesus?”
Another fool’s mistake,
to ask a name into the darkness, with wine-drunk soldiers soured by gaming as
they boiled up stupid ideas. “Here, you tonto.”
Angelo stumbled a few
steps, but his night-sight came quickly.
“Glad you left. You give me more
black looks than you should. It makes
the Frenchies cautious.”
“Your winnings make them
cautious.” Jesus started walking. Starlight and the occasional torchlight
revealed any obstacles. Once they passed
Brittesca’s walls, only the stars would light the way. Jesus liked the enveloping dark, but Angelo
didn’t. He covered his blindness with
chatter, a word for each step.
“A few of your coins from
last week are here.” He jiggled the
leather pouch, silver and copper clinking, a lure for any greedy or starving
man. “Do you want them back?”
“You won them. You keep them.”
“Call them payment for my
room and board. You won’t lose coins to
me in future. You won’t be playing.”
“I play and see you shift
the stones or palm one, and you won’t be playing with all your fingers. Those Frenchies catch you, and they won’t
just beat you.”
“Que? You think this? I do not. The world has fools aplenty.”
And Jesus walked beside
one of them.
“Your meeting go well?”
“I got what I needed.”
“And what was that?”
Did the fool think he
would talk of the information he’d gotten for the guerrillas? “What I needed.”
Angelo snorted. “You share less than nothing. I am blood-kin, Chuy, but you treat me like a
stranger. Doñabella accepted me as one
of her guerrillas, but you don’t trust me.”
“Keep your voice down.”
“What did I say?” When Jesus didn’t answer, Angelo grabbed his
arm. He dropped it and flinched back
when light glinted on the sharp blade at his nose. “You’ll cut me?”
Jesus lowered the
knife. He didn’t remember drawing
it. He stared at the starlit blade. Then he backed a step before sliding it back
into the leather sheath.
Angelo jerked open his
pouch and spilled coins into one hand. A
few fell to the ground, clinking on the paving stones. “Take your back. I didn’t know they would come between
us. Six coppers and two silvers, wasn’t
it?”
“I don’t want them back.”
“I don’t want them
either, if you’re hating me for them.”
He picked out the coins then flung them against the wall with more
clinking on stone. “You don’t want them. I don’t want them.”
“Only a fool throws money
away.”
“Then I’m a fool.” He poured the coins back into the pouch then
dropped it into his coat pocket. “You
think I am, anyway.”
“You gamble too much.”
“I win too much,” he
chuckled. “Keeps me warm and fed but
makes me no friends. Not even my
cousin.”
“Forget it. We both will.”
“And you’ll tell me about
your meeting?”
“I will only tell
Doñabella.”
Angelo snorted. “I would almost think she had your heart, but
I have seen you watching Elixane when you think she is distracted with her
little brothers and sisters. She has a pretty
smile.”
Jesus’ hands
clenched. “Never mention her.”
“You will see her Elixane
on Sunday. This Sunday is Dominica de Passione. She is certain to be there and not tending
her sick amona. Is that how you say ‘grandmother’ here? Amona?”
“That is the Basque,” he
agreed, but he wouldn’t be in Brittesca this Sunday.
The first Sunday of every
month, he presented himself at the convent.
Mother Abbess would let him visit Joska on that day, if she would see
him. She had, two months ago, rocking in
a chair as Jesus sat awkwardly across from her.
Last month, she had screamed when she saw the tall man standing by the
table. The nun had enfolded her in
strong arms and pulled her from the room.
He could hear his sister’s cries for a long time, long after they
ended. The Mother Abbess merely shook
her head when he pleaded to see her later in the month. “You know our rules, Jesus. Come again.”
“She will weep again,” he
muttered bitterly.
But he would go this
Sunday. He might not see her, but he
would go every first Sunday in the hope.
Joska needed to know that her brother still loved her. She needed to know that not all men intended
to hurt her. And she needed to know that
he was getting vengeance for her.
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